Nightmare in the making

Christmas wish list

2007-12-05T09:45:00.000-08:00

My christmas wish list:

~Smallville (season 1 to the latest one)...Yesh my obssesion is back

~Ipod with the leather casing (I wud prefer the 160 GB one so that I can stall all my smallville drama...haha)

~Digital camera...still tinking on which model I shud get

~Definately a holiday (since money now is more important to make my wish come true, I guess I wun be havin a holiday anytime sooner)

~More cash

I guess that'sit for now...can't think of anything else yet...wud add on if I have extra...

Britney is pregnant

2007-11-28T23:51:00.000-08:00

Britney is pregnant with a thrid kid...yes a third one but it ain't K. Fed's...it's some music producer J.R Rotem....

THEY REJECTED ME!!!

2007-11-27T03:56:00.000-08:00

Argh!!! THEY REJECTED ME!!!...I ain't telling wad really happened here...nope...but yeah they rejected me....pure shit...I hate it!!!

~I JUST WANA SCREAM AT THEIR FACE!!!...__l__~

College Life History part 5

2007-11-25T09:46:00.000-08:00

Come to think of it, there is still one last part of my college history...which is the last day of college...so this will be part 5...yeah.I noe it's abit outdated but hu cares k...the thing that matters is that I blog!

Let me dig my memories that is filled with webs and dust...*blows off dust*

For me, the last day of college was a thursday, since majority of the classes ends on thurs for the week except for some.

That time stress was coming in also because of the finals. So, technically my first class and also the last was Jenny's class. And I have to admit, despite all her scolding and nagging and all the noise pollution, she ain't that bad. In fact she is totally dedicated to the core. So we decided to giver her and Geong a farewell cake and also to mark our farewell as well *that rhymed*....and we took loadsa pictures to as well...Majority of the pics I took from is Joyce's cam so ket the piccis do the talking.

This was our group photo with Jenny...and i guess I need not point out which one is Jenny...this is half of the SAM jan intake...

The CGL girls of Disted...

The boys of Disted...well can be also considered the perverts...look at their hands...lol

The 'spech maths gang'...onli Kiran dun take up spec maths...but they are like satu gang wan...

The girls...

I like this wan...Eileen's mischieve...hahaha

I definately much love my collegemates much and there are many things nonsense we did which was pretty fun oso...here are some photos that we took last time...

One of our cam whore-ing moments..

Another nonsense...

I can't seem to find all the pictures at 2.30 am...so i guess if I find em I will post em...I just love em loads....

College life history part 4

2007-11-20T20:37:00.000-08:00

I am back with part four...

This was the skating trip that we went:

So anway, I am here to tell you guys my experience on roller blade-ing (cus it sounds like bald-ing)...yes for the first time. Well, good gurls like me went to the library with the intention to study untill the bad boys (lol), Qi Hao and Sue Lynn came. They TEMPTED me to go roler blade-ing (lets jus call it skating). Since my parents was not in a mood of being financially supportive, I only had limited cash. Therefore (sounds like my assigment now), I was rather reluctant to go. I don't actually like to borrow money cus I feel bad using other ppl's money. If I did noe better I would have brought more cash.

BUT...due to peer pressure (a good example of peer pressure), I said yes. So I called my mum claiming ma friend is goin QB and I will just tag along to "save their petrol". Later, the rest all come d...all together 7 of us; 2 gurls and 5 guys. We were waiting for cecelia. Out of I duno what, everybody wanted to cram into Sue's car...a KELISA...7 IN A KELISA...total nonsense.

Finally, Celia came and all the guys crashed her car...for some reason that i can think off...*but i cain't spilling it out here XD*...except for qi hao who wants to stick to his (now) one and only Sue Lynn :P. And since the other side was filled, I had to be their lamp post which is as bright as the sun but I have the back seat to myself..lol...syok habes...besides that qi hao almost got us into a death i meant accident seen which I never wana see....lol...he just confirms or justify my hypothesis that guys driving (at this age sux)...lol...Chern Wern, Wai Soon even Dave also all same wan...lol. Nevertheless, i rather go into their cars then to be stuck in college...lol...where there is safety, there is no excitement...lol

So went there and the guys wanted to go to McD for lunch. McD was definately tempting but the wallet don't actually give me a choice in indulging myself into the temptation so I had to skip lunch.

So off we head to the skating ring. Well, the first impression i had on myself when I wore the skates was *damn, u are gona regret it*. When I stood up, i realise that i could balance in the skates which was surprising since i never put in em on before. So off we went into the ring...but i had trouble moving....took me a few rounds around the ring for me to get it.

I learn that to move the thing on my own without the wall I must not focus on the skates but where I am heading and I came out with another life lesson, tht is; don't focus on the problem but the goal. Anyway, I did fall a lil once on the arse...and after that my whole body ached...thanks to the strecthing while trying not to fall. So yea...had fun...gona miss this guys a lot when we actually leave

This was about qi hao's and jin hui's birthday...about how qi hao paraded his 'present':

Well it was Jin Hui and ki Hiau's bday and guess what did dey recieve...UNDERWARE...lol...it's an undies week mates! Well, Jin got a normal set of three (I think) undies dey all go force Jin Hui to wear it in the men's toilet...damn funny...u can hear all of em shoutin in the toilet. It seems that he actually climb the toilet cubicals cus he was afraid that Wai Soon would peep at him change...hahaha

As for Ki Hiau...hahaha...his is d best wei...Sue got him a fureaggin CK undies which is so gwad damn expansive that if u actually buy a shirt (branded) you might still have change. Somore it (shirt) requires more material...hahaha...

Ok OK...now is the undie that WE got for Ki Hiau...lol...damn best wei...Sing Huei's choice. The best choice award goes to Ding!!! muahaha.....it was BRIGHT GREEN WITH SILKY MATERIAL!!!....hahahaha...best part the side was 2 WHITE STRINGS!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA...Llike Jin Hui, he was force to wear also but in addition....HE HAS TO SHOW OFF IN PUBLIC!!! hahahaha...well but he is sporting, so it was great.

It was totally funny anyway...I still wish em a happy birthday here tou it's kinda too late...but heck, they re really great sporting peeps and I lurve em loads~

And this was Wai Soon getting demoralised:

Just dropping by before I get back to my activities of being a good kid. Anyway, I was pac man-ing and also friendster-ing the older account that has so much junk inside there with all the kids acounts adding mine like fuck. Well I saw those recent updates and my effin good arse! They dress up like super old...I mean way old! Eileen dresses up maturely for her age but if they dress up even more maturely compared to Eileen. In fact, I've never seen college kids our age even wear like em to HANG IN GURNEY!!! Gosh, kids now a days make me speechless in a bad way.

Anyway, this was waht happened a few days ago:

After ESL class (lecture 1) to psychology class:

Wai Soon: Leh ma la. Kenot dota d!!!

Sue Lynn: You learn ur lesson d a not?

Wai Soon: Ya la ya la.

Me and Sing: Wai Soon what happened la?

Wai Soon: My ESL results damn bad la ...*tells the marks* (out of confidenciality I shall not mention the marks jus in case)

Me and Sing: Ok d wat. Complain sumo for what?

Wai Soon: Ma leh, hu say good ar? You know waht Joyce get a not?! Joyce tell em what u get.

Joyce: Duno la

Wai Soon: 93 ok!!! Kanne la kenot dota d. I must stop dotaing d!!!

Sue Lynn: See la, Look at Joyc. What did u get for ESl, what did Joyce get for ESL? What did joyce get for maths, What did u get for maths? What is the difference between you and Joyce?

Wai Soon: The diff is she dun dota.

Sue Lynn: That's riight and we are just giving u an upward comparison so dat u will stratigise to improve (sumtin from psycho lessons)

Joyce: ...it might also backfire...

Wai Soon: Argh I dun wana dota d! I am gona delete it frm ma pendrive. Tabby U wana dota I give u la

Me: Dun wan la, after i did my downward comparison, I learnt ma lesson

Wai Soon: *get shot*

We were really demoralising him and well I guess trials did demoralised me too. Ah well, I guess it's time to pull up my socks.

Yeah..I guess that's the end of my story of college life history...

College life history part 3

2007-11-19T01:35:00.000-08:00

Sorry about the delay of part 3...being really busy lately...

This was during mid term...this was really funny:

Ps: This is a no offense conversation but i find it funi....lol and conversations stated here are not accurate...=)

Gerald: I was praying to Jesus to show me physic answer. I waited a long time but then no ans so I walked out of the hall...

Eileen: If god dun ans ur prayer, ask the devil. Both oso got super power so dun "tuck chui" em.

Me: Wert happens if they ask u to choose one?

Eileen: Tell em sorey la kenot cus both of em oso ma best friend...

Study break was fun in the lib since there was like fun and studi...hahaha...like Atria says...balance...muahaha. And I start to actually learn how to appreciate ma coll friends more and heck...they are great ppl...

Then I didn't really blogged that much....so fast forward to prom:

Disted's prom was in E&O and we kinda check into the hotel for the "after prom" stuff...yea so I didn't go for the prom but the after prom due to "i dun wana burden ma parents wif so much spending".

I checked into the room by 5. Eileen, (Su) Ting, Pat and Chern Wern was there d. The first thing was Ting introduced me to the toiled and omg the toilet was so damn nice...in fact the whole room was perfect...just like the way I wud want ma place to be...and ting and wern did some practice of so called welcoming dance and also cat walk....damn funny man.

Later the rest came in their prom dress and tux....dun woy wern't overnitin...yea then talked and took photo a while. The rest went to prom while i was a potato couch watching TV to kill time....Well I kinda missed out the prom but it doesn't matter...wert to do, my money dun grow on trees.Then stacy came to accompany me, and then prom ended...

When prom ended, that was when life starts to bud...lol...majority headed over opposite to E&O. We headed to glow since Momo not open. I actually prefer Momo. I took a bottle of carlsberg and accordingto eileen, I looked drunk with that bottel...but I was not yet drunk...dun even feel tipsy. Then later headed to D'Joint, Jo's shop since majority march intakes were there and chill there for a while. I grabbed a Hineken....after that I had official tipsiness....But I can still can walk straight and all...jus that head a lil spinning...gosh I reali can't drink...I must practise..muahahaha

Then went back to the room and all and bath and slept. Yea...I mean clubbing part and all was really fun. Well but when Maal keep goin like "i am gona miss u Eileen" and when people acutally talk about what are their plans for next year, I kinda look back and all for this whole year. Well, there were bad times and there were also good times. And I must admit despite knowing em for like like 8 months, they are really great people. They were there for me and all. Well, i cud not have done many things without them having ma back. They were also the people that made ma college memories happier then high school.

I have to admit that I really am gona miss them...so so so much.....

o yea...I talked to amanda bynes jus now (while I was bloggin)...on myspace...first ime talking to a actress so yea...it was cool...lol...well, come to think of it, it was nutin great...it's just talkig to some other ordinary person that's all...the name is just a name....

And by the time prom was over, I realise that our course wud end reali fast and I kinda started to write messeages but I actually forgot about it...and I left it aside here and i just found it recently...

To Eileen:

I dnever reallly tot that I wud be tellin you this but I really am gona miss you. The lil thing s tht u did really meant a lot to me. Times when there was no one around to hang with you actually kept me company and all. You are really a great friend. I really appreciated everything, even just havin u to sit wif me durin maths when everybody was not around. I ain't like a person with a good sense of humour and all but you still you accepted me la. Considering that I just got to know you this year, ou have been a really good friend and I could never ask for more. I have much of ma flaws and I never really knew how to open up. I hope that u will forgive me if I had ever done somthing wrong.

To sing Huei:

Among all the people here, as far as I know you are the most soft hearted and the most sacrificial person. I thank you for all the things you did. You are a great friend and I cannot imagine college life without you. Thanx for having ma back and being so understanding at circumstances that many people do not understand.

To Sue Lynn:

I guess u were one of the first cgl gurls that I noe thaks to ESL...since then you have been a great friend. You try ur best to fit into everybody's best interest and definately not forgetting details of what people said. When it comes to work and achievement, I guess we have the same thinking and stuff like that....i think that includes shopping ...

I noe that was totally emotional...ok...next...

This was a dance video made by chern wern and su ting:

By the way, this is the video of Ting and Chern Wern doing their "welcoming dance" into our room durin the prom thing.

This was about trials:

Chern Wern: Wai Soon can you do it?

Wai Soon: I can do it!!! If I can't do it nobody can do it. I'm the most pro!!!

Chern Wern: If you can check 3 times how many times other people can check??!!

Wai Soon: If I can check 3 times other people can onli check one time

Eileen: Wai Soon is living in self-denial

Qi Hao: You cannot use that too often you noe...

Wai Soon: Qi Hao, how long have u study english already??? How come still no cnfidence???

Qi Hao: One year...I'm frm chinese school...

Sue Lynn walks in...

Wai Soon: Yoong how long u study english already??!!

YSL: 5 minutes ago onli....

Me: Exam wana start adey la...let's go la...

Wai Soon: Shit la....

That marks the start of exam...

English was okay, maths was fuck (onli word to describe it), econs was ok. I was totally in a high state when answering econs questions...despite i noe the ans is most prob rite but the way i answered was like in a total high manner...like some drug addict answering the qestion...the style and all...I wonder how the Lus is gona mark my paper...lol...and psycho was today...was ok oso....

So before psycho...

Me: Eh can explain to me what is learned helplessness???

KK: Learn helplessness is that a person will not help himself when faced with some bad stuff cus he noes has learned that it cannot be avoided...

Me: yea, I am learning helplessnes...*points to her* unwanted yet not avoidable stimulus :P

So far, all my paper's handwriting was like way better then the Lus....well I call it abstract art and I am having a good time givin the lecturers to read ma writing...lol

Friday wud be BM but tmr I am gona watch hairspray ALONE...well i guess is fun to watch movies alone once in a while since I can't find anyone to go at this short notice....

That's all for part 3 now...gota move...

College life history part 2

2007-11-15T05:29:00.000-08:00

This was about our first sucess celebration...Finishing of LAN and Eileen's sing along:

After econs we went to Seoul Garden (korean steamboat) to FEAST since there is no LAN...muahaha...I pinjam frm Kon 20 bucks first cus I tak cukup duit....there was like close to 20 of us and we were so fureakin noisy infornt of the counter.

And then we went FEASTING!!!! went and "grab" (acc to Ding) take all d chicken beef all the stuff la....

wai soon: dun take cheap wan....

wai soon and qi hao was sttin beside us and dey were like so gay..lol...sumo duno use all the sauces der and werteva there is to panggang prawns and put banana into d soup....crazy wan...

muahaha...eat and eat our hearts out...den dey said duno hw many grams u waste they charge u like 5 bucks...we were so filled close to the end dat time...we stuffed ourselves man. on the other hand we too wan some space faw ice-cream....

Ding: Jus throw wateva there is left in d soup den dey wun noe....

Me: or we cook d stuff till black black...

we finally jus dump d stuff into the soup den ding and cecelia went to get ice-cream, leavin n emo-lynn (sue lynn) to finish d meat...Dey came back wif SIX scoops of ice-cream!!!damn em la while me and emo-lynn was struggelin wif the extras....but the still ada hati la...at least feed us wif a lil ice-cream...

Ding tried to feed me wif s strawberry wan but i din wan so mana tau some spill over on d beef...

Emo-Lynn: eh finis d beef la *she dun eat beef*

Me: hw?? got ice-cream der d....

Emo-lynn: *Looks at me and the pot of tom yam stock have not put on the tingy to boil wif other stuff wan....* we shall 'wash' it

Me: O_o

We took the raw beef threw into the tom yam stock and wash den onli fry it...muahaha...aren't we smart....

*cecelia looks wif a look as us as we dump d beef into d stock*

den afta d beef we (me n lynn) went to get ice-cream n lynn wanted dirnks oso. den there is dis part wer got like d ice kacang liau and other stuff like canned peach...she started puttin all d stuff in her cup and i helped her den she mix it wif a mixed fruit drink...how smart...lol den onli we went to get our ice-cream...

afta our wonderfull time of feastin we went beck to college...crappin all d way back, regrettin that we still have ESL...we went upstairs to our class onli to find that there is another group of students occupyin d room so we had to wait.

All a sudden Chern Wern started to sing Eileen's song (sumone created faw her wan) but wif the lyrics changed a bit...we sang together in the corridor near d staff room...

Lyrics editied by Chern Wern:

chrous:
CW: Elieen Ho

We: Ho (echo)

Eileen: *background sound* (X 3)

Verse:
CW: Eileen's hole

We: Ho (echo)

CW: Big fat hole

we: Ho (echo)

repeat chrous

verse:
CW: Eileen's Hole

We: Ho (echo)

CW: Disted's Hole

We: Ho (echo)

same tin la....

CW: Eileen's Hole

WE: Ho (echo)

CW : Fuck that hole....

muahaha...it was so fureakin funi...Everybody was so open to werteva is was includin d hole...muahaha...it's onli 3 hours that we spent foolin around and not caring about how other people think it's much better then spendin 13 hours pressurin urself to be a "preppie"

This was on the way to Sing's birthday in gurney...One of Eileen's oh so great drama:

it was off to Gurney to celebrate Ding's bday....wif dat siau Eileen....seriously, life wifout her is like tomato sauce wifout tomato *does dat make sense?* hopped into patrick's car and den blast the music...wanted to move d...

Cecelia: Yoong is on d way den some can go into her car...

While waiting...

Eileen was like a monkey strapped infront singin fergie's song...den she kinda attracted the guard hu was sittin infront of the car...lookin and similin..

Patrick: The man wana dirty dance wif u....

Eileen: OMG...he's fureakin me out...not gona come bek to disted d....

...and all the nonsense....

Life is just so fun with the SAM students. Ppl like We jus do all and talk all the nonsesnse....

This was about yoong's 18th birthday and also my first time clubbing:

Yoong had her 18th birthday bash like from yester till today (overnite). After days of mental tourture from ma parents about the apartment stay, I finally get to go....so I met her at Island plaza since she was doing grocery shopping there. We got to the apartment to fin her maid cooking spaghetti (the sauce) faw our lunch. The maid and her mum hu came later left us with only the sauce and not the spaghetti also so we have to cook ourselves....thea is wen I put ma skills of cooking spaghettin into good use since I was cookin em for our canteen day faw like 2 years. Believe me the sauce was good...reali good...

Den we watched movie...a lil boring (hills have eyes). The guys came in later since they went off for LAN class and started to "rape" each other. The girls were like watching movie wei...later the girls wanted to go swiming but didn't wana invite the guys lookin at their "perverticness"...I mean sorey guys but I am jus statin the truth. Anyway, we later felt bad and kinda tired invitin (by callin wai soon's phone to ask em to come up)but failed since they were so noisy and can't reali hear wert we were tellin em.

Came back yack and ate a lil and we played uno stacko....Wai Soon fried nugets saussages, BANANA and MAGIE MEE AND CAPSICUM (left over frm spaghetti)well it was ok...so far it's not gettin steeming yet....then Geral, Jin Hui and Ding came...

Things start to get sizzeling wen cecelia draged yoong to the room and wanted to tok about sumtin....out of boredom, me, Mariel, Hwei Zhen and Su ting (joined in later) jus folo em in...duno wert we were tokin about den it was the girls' version of "thunder and lightining" ("rapin") happening. Later the rest of em came in. Wai Soon go pandai pandai hit Cecelia and there starts the pillow fight between boys and gurls...Wai Soon kalah teruk teruk to Cecelia and Su Ting wei....haha. Yea and there was girls and gurls oso...it was super fun...A rough night but the NIGHT WAS STILL YOUNG.

Later some of em left to go home and it was time faw CLUBBIN!!!! So we got dressed up. I din want to wear wert I bought cus of ma mum tingy...makes it like no mood at all to wear. I wanted to wear a baggy pants and a colar T...the baby t version la but they say that dey scared dun allow us to go in cus look underage...well I am kinda under age if they look to the month and day. So I was like practiaclly wearing everyting of yoong's (except the underware). It was a black spaghettin and a black skirt. Yoong was reali SEXY wei...guys call her SPICELY HAWT....muahaha den it was of to MOMO.

I realised Momo there is actuali near CLS and I kenot believe that I never knew there were so many pubs and clubs so near der. While I go there to studi faw so many years I finally came (around CLS) again dis time not to studi but to maksiat...haha...

The place where momo is, there is like SS and oso Glow...I mean I heard of the clubs before but I never knew they were so close to each other...according to Eileen, SS is very tu kau-ish and raid happen often.Glow is the best in terms of songs but heir dance floor is a stage and everybody will be looking at u as u dance. We checked it out but it was reali pack. Momo's song was reali lame...if u want average, go faw momo.

Greald and Jin Hui ordered an "open bottle" at momo's so we had to go momo. Well it was ladies' night so it was free for us and i tink the guys did not pay to enter cus I tink la gerald's sister noes the bouncer so they can get in. Ou and Patrick was suspected underage. The bouncer noes la but he let him in oso but he can't go out d la...

There wasn't many people yet as teh night was still young, the songs kinda sucked. So we sat down and got some alcohol drink opened. dey actuali give u coke and water to mix wif it so dat it's not so bitter. Anyway, we got our drinks filled and it was:

Gerald: A TOAST FOR YOONG!

we cheersed for yoong and den waited a lil while.It was kinda cold considering how much cloth we put on...and the aircond plus the fan was blasting. I din dare to drink much cus the alcohol sting was kinda piercing to me even wif coke. Den waited a while and Gerald joined a drinking competition and got second (out of 3) but he was kinda good la cus u were supposed to drink beer from straw. Eileen got a lil fed up and went to chek out glow...we tagged along but the guys din cus they have to take care of the drinks and may have to pay enterence fee. Anyway glow was damn packed so we went back to momo's and they said the good songs were starting to play wen we went off. So we went in and Eileen got hyper on the dance floor....I mean she was like....I mean she dance reali good la. Our table was jus near the dance floor so we dance near to it.

Ou and some guy was trying to hook Eileen and Su Ting but Eileen was the worst la. He couldn't let eileen go and he keeps on touching her.Gerald did help Eileen to get off from the boi but he still comes back.

I din get a number ot the song's beat...maybe it's bcus it's been a long time since I heard these songs but i still did dance. I din reali get into the mood faw quite sum time till almost the end der. I met Sau Heng.She's gona go TAR to do marketing. Well she is one of those so called "from the lower class in skul" ppl hu are rather positive about stuff and kinda tries to put effort into her work.o..and she is reali genenraous. She had 3 jugs of beer and belanja me one cup. So I drank till half den she go top up sumo. Mind u I never drink...Well maybe once in three to five years that kinda purata... and that oso onli one sip or so. Anyway, I pandai pandai see Sau Heng drink with straw I also try.I was kinda floaty but I hit the dance floor after day. Now I noe why ppllike to get drink and get to the dance floor...I mean the feeling is kinda nice...it's like....MAYBE a minor estacy. Later I wanted some fresh air cus I was kinda floaty and the music is loud. So I went out to join some of the gurls out there. Mana tau after some time, nicer songs came out wei so we went in again. I was kinda a lil refreshed adey after the air.

I guess that's it for part two...part three coming up....

College life history part 1

2007-11-14T11:02:00.000-08:00

This is sheer insomnia...i can't sleep. Oh well I mite as well start doing somethings that I thought of doing before my exams. Yes, it is finally over but it doesn't mean the memoirs will be...so I will be reposting wad I have wrote...my experiences in my whole college life....

This was about on the first day of college:

College started yesterday...orientation.I wasn't expecting to have any friends since Junid decided to switch to Han Chiang College.So went to Disted afta I had ma fav wan tan mee, came outa da car and guess hu came out from the car behind ma mum's: Mariel.Of all person...not that she's bad or anytin but I never expected that she would be taking SAM so yay,I have a friend! We kinda found out that we are kinda "gang-less".My so called gang was in A-levels so that still leaves me wif no gang.

Me and Mariel went to pay up.Later I met up wif her friends which is now ma friends.First I got noe Mich (michelle) the sweet and soft marshmellow,the last to sign up for SAM but sadly,sciences.Den came Deep and Atria to so call ask about their A-levels stuff. I knew they came to hunt me down since I din campur wif em. Come on la,it's so obvious! Why would a A-level student would like to come to the SAM registeration counter to ask about their A-level schedule?! Anyway we, me , Mariel and Mich took a walk after that to the hall,met a new friend,Cat (Catherine) which was deir friend and now mine oso. All of em are from MGS. Sat and yack yack yack.I din noe em muc so din really tok at first.Slowly got to noe each other.

Second day,psycology starts at like 8a.m.So fureakin early!!!Never mind,sat at the cafeteria and den I got to noe Rash (girl...forgot her real name) and later Kavita all from MGS. Walao,I attractin all MGS ppl wei!Den we went for some borin n sleepy com labs to lern how to acess to SAM's website and the librarys electronic journals and library.How was it? SLEEPY BORING AND SLOW.Plus we can't use friendster and stuff like that with the lab's com.*sad man*

We get to go off early as our Jenny Wong,our ESL teacher took over maths for a while,den we were FREE FOR 3 HOURS!!!! Sounds fun but it wasn't cus we can't go out (no transport...mus get a bf there which has car n noe hw to drive d)Initially wana go to Mich's house wan but lazy to walk so we ended up eatin canteen food...*sounds like skul* Cat went home cus she's fed up (I think wif d classes) and no more class *sleepiness was taking over her as well*

Den I get to noe one guy...Andrew,the Eric Lim's tution wan. We call him con con...*haha* So afta lunch con con belanja us main poo(l) *acc to Mariel* and the table football wic Iforgot wad isit called.We had fun den it was legal studies. Sat there for a while, Lucy (the SAM director) told us there isn't a class today due to misscommunication. Everybody was like *wad d hell*. I was like *WAD THE F###ING HELL!* So gota call mum and since I live at the other end of the island,I had to wait for like 45 minutes.That is wen I got to noe Patric...nice guy....and then went home.

That's the sypnosis of ma story.My conclusin of ma story is:

MGS people are not that bad la. They maybe noisy and crapin nonsense most of the time but they are still nice. Now,we are college maes,course mates and no more wadeva past school adey.We don't hold the secondary school identities anymore.And it's not that I leave ma old buddies adey.If I dun mix with new people,who am I gona mix wif wen lectures really start? I dun even noe a single soul *initially*.It's not easy to be left alone. even now I have new friends, it's still not easy....

This was about our first ESL group...the first time I noe of yoong and qi hao:

Wah if I dun blog about today I sure will regret man.So afta psychology I had a 4 hours break.I was gona have a disscussion group our ESL group work lata oso.Afta psycho classI finally get what Ms. Lucy's notes were crappin about so I didn't have to go n sit wif her to ask her to explain but did some chat wif her.Met up with Mariel n Hwei Zhen in the library.Did our psychology homework and i finished it about 45 minutes.So free wei cus lazy to do maths...hehe...gona kumpul it...lol

So sat down and time just ticks....Mariel went for IT...untill finally I got fed up so I told em I wanted to go to games room.Promised Hwei Zhen that I will met up wif her in an hours time.Off I went and den saw two guys frm ma course wan playing Ping Pong.Shane(ma group leader) and Kar Sen.They tot me hw to play ping pong...nice guys....Due to my socialble nature I made two friends and Shane tot me Ping Pong.So he's ma ping pong sifu now...hehe...I played wif Kar Sen.Half way, Sue Lynn (oso our group member) said she wanted to change to another group.Her replacement will be Catherine...one of d MGS girls that I mix wif wan la.I told her I can't make the decision now so I told her afta wards wen we meet den onli discuss.

Can't really blame Sue Lynn oso la.We can see that she wasn't really comfortable when we formed the group durin ESL tutorial a few days ago.Well she has no friends there (no CGL ppl wif her).Now that she's got a friend frm other group she oso will want ma.If I were her,I will oso wana change la.

So we met up.The first thing we did was to talk about Sue Lynn's case.Agreed that if she doesn't feel comfy then she ccan switch but we asked her to stay with us first la since ther is no wer she can go faw now and that she oso did her work.To ma dissapointment,we asked Catherine to come in instead.

Not that I hate Catherine but she's like...well no offense a kinda "lameness" which I dun really noe hw to explain.All she wants is to try to go where her fiends go dat kind.I duno hw tot say but I dun like her behavior la...to me it's like...SO LAME.I duno how to say this la...maybe like kinda bit f over reactin like dat...haiyo...And I think SueLynn would have been a better member in the sense produce more quality...

So anyway,Hwei Zhen asked her to come to lib since she went home bt she say she can't cus went out wif d mum.Ok,so dun care. We started our discussion wif Sue Lynn together and she starts to feel more comfy and started to opened up.Compared to the last time,her mouth was like cemented.

Half way syok syok discussion,Cat called and ask wer are we.Told her that we were in the Lib.My hope of her not cumin crushed into pieces.Then wif her air of "lameness"she was like:how ar?? and that's where the prob starts...

It's not very nice to tell Sue Lynn that she can go off now since she gave us a number of ideas.I knew Sue Lynn is very comfy adey. So I asked Sue Lynn again and she was kinda paiseh but at last she said she dun mind stayin (which means she wanted to stay)me n Hwei zhen knew hw Sue Lynn felt oso la but in a way it's kinda her fault oso.Now we duno hu to kick out. I want Cath to be out but I can't say wan wad.And that baka cat still stayed ther askin hw and hw and hw.I mean, she could have said never mind cus her group had adey passed up deir name and now that Sue Lynn,hu has the member of the group status had chose to remain.I could see it so OBVIOUS that she was so desperate to come in and she's just acting LAME.

Sagu came in tellin us that ther's gona a new group that she's forming and asked Sue Lynn to join em.Sagu actuali came out frm a group cus can't communicate.So things bcome more complicated and yada yada yada.Kinda made friends wif Sagu...god but her mouth ar...when she opens her mouth u can smell the ciggaratte smoke.Awfull... but she dun sound that bad as the impression I had of her.

And after tins become more complicated.Before you know it,everyone's changin n swaping.Everybody wants to be in another group.Got fed up and decided not to care...Arghh... But even if I choose not to care,circumstances doesn't allow me not to care.Kon wana join us. Den Ivan n Qi Hou(our group wan) was contemplating to join another group.Hwei Zhen din noe wad wad happenin outside cus she was lookin faw notes on d net.Den Cat duno told her wad sumtin like they wana quit or sumtin like that.

HZ got fed up and say if dey wana quit then quit bt she like kinda so called released the two of em n wana put Kon in d.They were still contemplatin n Cat had to like say sumtin else.dey wana go bcus o darren but they were still tinking of us oso la.I was like there listenin and looking hw isit goin to be bout the two guys.Den Kon like tried to scare Cat and she was like jumpin up...over reacting.One of d guys were trying to tell me sumtin and she was making hell lot of noise next to me,trying to convince me that she was shocked.And since I din care, she like tapped me and den trying to show me wad happened wif her irritating voice.I got pissed and turn around and sheeshed her.I was trying to solve an important problem here and she has to tell me the not important stuff.I was just controlling my temper,if i didn't i would have shouted at her "SHADDUP YOU BITCH!!!"

I suggested that the 3 groups meet den break and reform again but no one wana listen.So it was a havoc outside d lib jus like samseng gatering.This time I was reli fed up so I sat on a table near by and den I gota make friends wif Eileen Ho.I must say that she's nice le.Well if u judged her jus frm appearence, you will think that she's like the impression of I had about Sagu before I got to noe her...maybe not so bad la.

In the end...I duno hw.We had to complete our work by wed but our mondays n tuesdays are fully occupied.No time to ven tok about it.I kinda noe hu's in d group at least.Catherine is in our group...sadly and d happie part is,I gota make friends...

This was our first outing together:

Sue Lynn...Yoong Sue Lynn was one of the new friends that I've found frm our ESL tuitorial if u guys have read ma recent post u must have read about her.Well she's not like the shy person that I had in mind since the ESL stuff went a bit dizzy.I gota noe her and realise that she's not that shy afterall...Den recently we went cycling cus she moved back to her ol hse which is near mine due to thaipusam...that was wednesday...as for today...I PASSED MY DRIVIN,got a hair cut and we went on an outing and here's hw it started...

A week ago...around there....

Econs class....

Me, and Mariel was like wif each other and Yoong wif the cgls so all a sudden...

Me: Eh one day we go out k....we go queensbay....watch movie...(not serious abt it cus I neva tot it would happen)

Yoong: Okay...wen???

Me: Friday...den wad show u wana watch?

Yoong: Porn...

Me: Swt....

Mariel: O yea I watch porn...I luv porn...

Me: K...we watch porn k...go gsc watch porn....

Eileen: Hu watch porn???

Yoong points at me...

Me: U belive her ar...she's d one hu watch porn every day...

Eileen: U look like u watch porn....

Me: swt...u look like u practise porn...

Eileen: Practise porn???(looks at herself)...I shoot ma own porn show...but the production no gud cus a bit shakey....

Me: rite...

Anyway we had Mariel as d coordinator but mana tau Yoong did d most like oderin ticket and fetchin ppl...u rock Yoong...wad to do CGL's hear prefect ma...so at last there were 7 of us. Me,Mariel,Yoong,Cat,Qi Hou,Shane and Liang Liang...muahahaha...4 gals and 3 guys...a bit imbalance but hu cares...

We went to nandos faw lunch and since I had lunchbfore I came I jus sat der....met Qian Yi and saw no PC der...haiz wanted to say hi der....shane spotted a preety gal muahaha...It's Yoong's friend workin der...hahaha...he notty notty...afta makan went to watch movie...blood and chocolate...bought some pop corn...met sarah...Yoong'd friend dat I me wen we were cycling and she pack the pop corn filled to the brim till kenot close faw us....aw...she's so sweet...at least she kept her promise...muahaha...

I tot blood and chocolate was gona be a scary show but turned out it was not...more to a romance tingy but it's ok to me la...I was prepared to scream (since it was like gona be d 1st time me watchin scarie movie)but mana tau...it's not scarie at all...got some kissin parts that we closed Mariel's eyes claimin dat she's still small...hahaha...was jus foolin around.Show ended and it was reali cold...touched everybody wif ma cold numb hands it's fun to see em feelin the cold...

Den we went shoppin faw valentines...naw jus helpin Qi Hou and Cat to get some stuff faw their "better half".It was fun cus we went round other places...we even went to the guy's undergarment and girl's as well (diff shops here)...everybody went in...imagine dat...wah we so sportin...hehehe...I saw in d guy's shop der got CNY underware...like ang pow onli...hahaha...buy lotery wif dat sure kena wan...hehe...on our way as well,we did fool around in other shops...esp Sue Lynn, she's like one of the craziest there folled by me but we are still behaving like a 17 year old...duno la...like me her and Mariel all no date so we decided to be a Valentine trio...muahaha...we all crazy ass...sumo wana get black stocking faw Qi Hou...(Qi Hou dat's gona be ur birthday gift)...a T-back faw Shane (so much for pretty and nice boys)....den wana make a time wer we go and buy same shirt la and all d sot sot tins we did...hahaha...

Pity Liang Liang kena scold by GF cus he ppk her...told her to him on the net at 4 sumtin but he sendiri was in the mall wif us....

Of all the shoppin outings I've went this is one of the funnest cus we reali did crazy stuff.I never tot this outin will ever turned out at all cus we were all frm diff skul xcept faw Cat and Mariel but it turned out to be one of the best outings....hopin to go out again durin CNY...hahaha...

This is like one of the bestest times I've ever had in this year....

This was about the teasing and drama of yoong an qi hao durin valentines:
We went down, me, Yoong and Ding, supposedly to meet up wif Cecelia since she was on the way.... we were supposed to go faw maths la....Yoong a lil busy on d fon so we decided to fool around...

Me to Ding: eh take out ur hp...

Infront of Yoong...

Me: Helo dear ar, I miss u so muc ler...

Ding: Me to, I luv u muacks muacks muacks....

we were actuali teasin Yoong and Qi Hao....den class wana start so we went up...

Half way we had break....

All a sudden I started hearin dat Yoong on wif Qi Hao...well ya la we noe...jus teasin but then they started to kinda admit...I was like wad the hell....Impossible wei...

Ho: real wan la...happened recently a few days ago.

And they started admitin and sumo Qi Hao said Yoong's parents noes about it and den they dun like him datin deir daughter...wad d hell la....sounded impossible cus Yoong told m b4 dat her parents dun care as long as she safely return home...we questioned and questioned but some how tins were fishy...I knew it was a prank....Yoong and Qi Hao: dun lau gina la....u all punyer actin "keng" lor....

At last everybody knew it was a prank....and all this started from Horney Ho...should have locked her in the toilet and fulsh her head down...hahaha

so that about valentines

PS: THEY FINALLY END UP TOGETHER...THE WONDERS OF PRANKS...lol...i guess that's if for today's update...will continue next time...

Happie 18th birthday to me

2007-11-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

It's about an hour to my 18th birthday. Yeap, 18th birthday seems to be a really big thing. That is when you are legal to do may things.

In an hour's time, I will be legal to drink and smoke my lungs out. As many might think that this should be the big birthday bash, sadly, I will be bashing it in the exam hall. What a place to celebrate my 18th huh. Just when I thought I could have a great birthday this year (since SPM caused me one big misery during my birthday last year) but it just don't seem to be happening.

I must say, my 18th year of life on earth seems to be one of the best so far. I guess I already have my best 18th birthday presents in advance and is still coming. One of my best 18th year present was from my parents. They gave me an education in college where I meet the great friends. Next would be the GOOD MORNING REVIVAL album that was presented to me by yoong and hao as a very advanced present in April. I am really happy over it cus it's not just the album that they gave me but it actually also symbolise their friendship with me. Yeah, so that is one great one. Also, one of my great presents are friends in college and the experience they have provided me. It's was definately a maturing experience with them. Still coming up, my 18th birthday present is my education in Aussie Land by my parents again. Most probably they be sending me over for the full course which is like one dream come true.

As a whole, this year was totally great and I guess I gota thank God also for this wonderfull year as His present to me.

I guess my 18th year is one of the best years of my life...and will continue to be better down the years...

I guess this also means that I am no more a kid and it's really time to actually grow up and take up responsibilities as an up and coming adult. For that part, I guess I am gona take it at my own pace... =P

ps: happie birthday to Rossie, Junid's mum and Bellie

I am off till....should be till after exams

An old man's words to a little girl

2007-11-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

Little girl, Little girl
Hear this from me I say of to you
Take off your shades
That blinds off your eyes
And allow the colours of the sunshine in
Let it fill you with warm yet vibrant colours
Let it blow your mind with what is more to life

Little girl, Little girl
Hold the handle bars
As the roler coaster rides takes you round
Scream not of fear you little girl
Scream for excitement as it takes you round
Muster your courage oh little girl
Don't let the wind blow your shine away

Little girl, Little girl
May winter teach you the warmth of your home
May summer lead you to the sweetness of ice-cream shops
May spring guide you to the aroma of flower's scent
May fall show you to a new beauty of the forest

Little girl, Little girl
Wipe off your dried tears with your little hands
After all,
There isn't a colour which is colourless
Even black and white are the proud names of colours
So don't be despair
Cause there is more to what lies ahead

Little girl, Little girl
Remember these words of this old man
Because our roads may never cross again

As I the old man continues my journey
I hope you will grow to a fine woman
Who know no fear of roler coaster rides
Who understands
What every season has to offer
Who realise
There is not a colour which is not one

Copyrights of 'Tabby Charlotte'

Trashing

2007-10-27T23:38:00.000-07:00

I just realise how old is my the other blog...it's coming to two years old. I don't really like old stuff....SO, I tink I am gona trash that blog pretty soon and I am gona start a new one, with this one definately. Tha one contains too much trash and much of the not so nice memories so I'm gone trash it. Well not tht I will be bloggin any sooner but yea I am trashing it soon... Whee~~